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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
10:15 am

im scared that i might do the wrong thing here im scared that i might hert a lot of people but i cant hurt my self anymore everyone allways tell me that i need to put myself before my freinds so i am i dont know what im saying here cause all i feel is confusion and i need help but i do know that i cant do this with out someones help and without someone second oppinion on me cuz i dont know anything anymore yeah you might see me and i might look happy but deep down im not happy and last night i relized that when i was at christinas house i threated to allmost kill someone last night that i really do love and i dont know what to do about it but all i do know is (sorry if this hurts anyone) the hole fact that kaila and jessica is killing me and im not shure if i can be friends with kaila anymore AGAIN but i think its the truth because i no im gonna do something bad and i dont want to hurt my self but hell what do i know im probably just jelouse wait i am but please if anyone read this someone out there please help me cause right now i cant help myself

 

elia

 

ps

happy thankgiving everyone

     rip turkies

~~~~eat stuffing not turkies~~~~~



Current Mood: confused
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
6:33 pm
wow were have i been lets so the last time i wrote in this shit was long long time so im just gonna update everyone i like sometone and its not a girl very scary i think i have become an alcoholic because all i do now is drink and drink and wow yeah pritty much thats what i have been up to me being drunk and stoned not so good figuring by the time that i can drink legally my sistem wont be abel to handel it but will i stop ..............nope

i miss jessica so much her fucking father made her move away

i miss kaila more then fucing anything in the world and that fucking sucks because she hates me and i dont like that very much in fact i hate it but there is noting i can do about it but i really wish there is cuz im sick of crying over it but i just cant

me and sam and mellisa got closer and i think that i awsome

me and bridget are tight like allways

me and nikki are still twin

i miss all my other people like steve,jd,matt,erica,megan,jaani(ooo i got jaani so flippen drunk one night she staid in albany not cool) and everyone else

i miss chilling with terri,nina,jason(cuz i cant chill with him cuz of kaila),lexi

i wanna chill with caitlin,jackie,dainelle more but the oppertunity never came

ian (just wanted to put your name in this some were love you)

HIGH SCHOOL FUCKING SUX

i fucking sux im gonna stop waisting your time and just go now

elia

Current Mood: lonely
Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
1:37 pm
i want to be like everyone else so i will put my scedual thing-ma-poo on livejournal


1 free
2 english 11
3 glabal again
4 environmental issues at the high n325
5 english 10
6 math and finachal application a the high s340
7 studio and photo
8 gym every day



what the fuck i just noticed that i have fucking too englishes
im flippen pissed
and i have too clases at the high



elia

Current Mood: pissed off
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
4:58 pm
ooooo well just got back from the hospital and i might have diabeties i have to get tested on wendsay i went today and they gave me some shot i hate shots and i hate flippen shots

went school shopping and got a napolean dinamight bookbad


babysitting karlina still thursady is my last day


got my permit
got my car
got it registerd
everything done just no one wants to teach me how to drive







elia

Current Mood: lonely
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
10:15 pm
im going freaking crazy here i havent left my house cuz im to scared to miss kailas call i havent sellep all my stuffed animals are on my bed cuz when i do sleep me thinking that it fells like her my eyes fell like there gonna melt and im not shure if im really living

kaila is gone for 10 more days and she hasnt called in 2
im gonna be gone all day tomarow 4 whelling with angie all day saturday warped tour with nikki cody tasha sara and nicole and sunday finch consert

life fucking sux

i havent seen terri yet
i fucking miss kaila more then anything
i swear if i didnt love her this bad then i would be able to live

i fell like shit and probably look it too

god y cant she just call me

i am allways thinking of her and missing her its like she dont even care that im gone
its like she dont miss me
no she dont even egnolege that shes not with me


i love her more then anything more then my words can explain more then everything that i have to live for

and she dont even care
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im going under
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6 feet under
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im dead with out her i have no other reason to live

Current Mood: depressed
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
10:40 am
i have just noticed that noone really loves me


yup it is true im sorry all


im a loner


patetic little loner









i go and be alone














cuz you fuckers how say your my friend but really arnt i feel you now i understand completely how you fuckin fuckers really are dont like me cuz im ...........talll
ha ha ha is that it god



plz dont hate me cuz im tall



no but really everyone hates me no one like to comment on me








SO COMMENT ON MY FUCKERS I MIGHT NOT BE ALL BI POLA


PEACE OUT MY LOVELYS

Current Mood: DEAD WITH OUT KAILA
Monday, August 8th, 2005
11:33 pm
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Current Mood: lonely
Monday, July 18th, 2005
5:54 pm

ITS MY BIRTHDAY THE 29 AND MY PARTY IS THE 30 IF YOU WANT TO GO THEN COMMENT OR CALL ME AT 482-4236 OR EMAIL ME AT MR.WEEBLER@ROCK.COM OR YEAH SOMETHING LIKE THAT  THERE WILL BE  A DJ MY SIS BOYFRIEND REALLY GOOD, FOOD ,LIMO , GAMES YAY, MARIO IF HIS CORT SAYS HE GETS OUT OR HAS TO DO 9 MOUNTHS, HOPEFULLY YOU YEAH YOU YOU KNOW YOU WANNA GO PLZ GO LZ TURNING 16 HEAR PLZ PLZ PLZ

SO YEAH GET A HOLD OF ME IF WANNA GO PLZ



Current Mood: anxious
5:35 pm
5 OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
01. MARILYN MANSON
02. KITTIE
03. ROB ZOMBIE
04. JACK OFF JILL
05. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

5 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY:
01. IRON CROSS
02. WIFE BEATER
03. GAY PRIDE NECKLESS
04. BRA <---- HA HA STEVE OR MATT DONT HAVE THAT
05. SOCKS

5 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
01. PIZZA
02. MAC N CHEESE
03. CHEESE ONLY AMERICAN
04. TACOS
05. RAMEN NOODELS

5 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS AT SCHOOL:
01. KAILA
02. NIKKI
03. TERRI
04. JESS
05. LEXI BUT DONT DO THAT NO MORE

5 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
01. THE CROW
02. THE CRAFT
03. THIRTEEN
04. NIGHTMARE BEFOR CHRISTMAS
05. NAPOLEAN DINAMIGT

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
01. GUITAR
02. SKATE BOARD
03. KAILA
04. BED
05. TV

5 THINGS YOU ATE TODAY:
01. PIZZA BITES
02. COOKIE
03. BLUE MILK DONT ASK
04. .........
05. .........

THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
01. KAILA
02. FRIEND
03. MUSIC
04. PANGUINS
05. RAMEN NOODELS

Current Mood: bored
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
3:26 pm

ROB ZOMBIE SHOW TONIGHT AT NORTHERN LIGHTS 30 DOLLORS FROM 7 TO WHEN EVER

 

MUST GO

MORE GREAT GREAT GREAT NEWS

 

MARIO IS COMING HOME IN 9 DAYS ON THE 20TH <<<<SEE STEVE THE 20 NOT THE 28

HEE HEE HEE

LOVE ALL GOT TO GO

ELIA



Current Mood: ecstatic
Sunday, July 10th, 2005
1:51 pm
life is fuckking over as we no it






well at least mine is








bye bye all now i go and die




miss all

love all

bye all


Elia Ann Barbalace

Current Mood: dieing
Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
8:48 pm
hi guys ok for the last cople of days i have been chilling with jd steve jess christina christina sara in christinas car i think she got her license or something but yeah that dont mean anything cuz evertime im in the car we allways get in to car acsedents haa haa haa what a dince but ne who i still love you even thought my knee nocts you out of gear and you car over heats and we go get you water and get lost ooo yeah i meet a really cool person today named kaylee shess cool its ERICAS NEW GIRLFRIEND yeah but
steve and christina had a girl fight hee hee hee it was funny

but i dont know what else to say
bi bi all
love you
and good nite


elia

Current Mood: annoyed
Thursday, June 16th, 2005
2:58 pm

What You Really Think Of Your Friends



Tasha is your soulmate.
You truly love Terri.
You consider Christina your true friend.
You know that Erica is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Nikki for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Sara is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Tiffany is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Jessica is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jessica changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Kaila is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Kaila has a hidden internet romance.




Current Mood: cranky
Saturday, June 4th, 2005
9:19 pm

this is why i hate people all i have to say to people is

 

 

 

stop trying to be like other fucking people !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

you are your own person so stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stopstop stopstop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

 

 

god fucking dam thats the one and only thing that pisses me  of o yeah a nother thing to is if they do things just to fit in and if they  lie and wow maybe i just hate people yeah thats it but really this is to everyone

 

BE YOUR SELF !!!!!!!

 

NOW IM DONE GOOD BYE ALL

 



Current Mood: annoyed
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
8:57 pm

How Good are you at Certain Things?
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Age
Favorite Color
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Sex - 68%
Romance - 21%
Self - Control - 3%
Kissing - 63%
Cuddling - 76%
Kinkiness - 99%
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but u got to love me

Current Mood: tired
Monday, May 23rd, 2005
8:25 pm
wow what a fucking weekend im gonna tell u all the shit that i broke

1) myself i got hit by car
2)my sink long story shut up nikki
3)nikkis guitar but erica fix
4)smothie maker smothie was fucking every were omfg wow what a mess i had to mop the table
5)my lights down stairs but me and nikki figured them out
7)my heat in my house ooo yeah nikki and bridget and i think erica to remember that switch that we were playing with on my stairs to my basment yeah that turned to heat off in my house hee hee hee
6)my head cuz i cant even count to 7 right wow
8)my ears owwy they hurt

ne who yeah well im off to go do somethin i am really board i can hardly move so i think im gonna take a bath and dye my hair and im giving up on my ears i think that im gonna start to gage again cuz when i did i they didnt get infected and they didnt hurt so im taking out all my holes but my first and second and gage my first agian

well im out im going to take a bath

love you long time
elia

Current Mood: dieng
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
8:21 pm

Are you one of the 3 P`s? (Poser, Punk, Prep)
What do they call you?
When is your cake-day?
What color are you feelin`?
What grade you reppin`?
What`s your favorite song?
You are a ViRGiN =) TRUE
You are in l0ve <3 TRUE
You are: A PUNK! - You`re a unique person, you`ve got your own style and that`s awesome.
You are a true: Ballerr..Oh yeh, GO Y0U. You have a lot of talent when it comes to sports =)
You like: Hanging with friends - Unlike other people, you have friends who understand and care about you! They may have let you down a couple times, but nothing can come between your strong friendship!
One of your go0d qualities is: that you are Sweet! Everyone notices how kind you are to others, people love being around you =) You brighten everyones day!
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Current Mood: bored
Monday, May 16th, 2005
4:05 pm
so much fucking shit is going on right now and i cant deal with it so im just gonna say it all and hope that someone out there can help me cuz i cant help my self

ok first that is the most fucked over by u no the bigest fuck up her self elia

kaila and i are never gonna be the same ever again and to me that really sux cuz really i really did love her i mean im serious and its never ever gonna be that way cuz im in love with some one else yeah i no thats a bad thing but i cant help my self i mean if u were me u couldnt eather she is the fucking best thing ever when ever im near her or ever i talk to her or think about her everything thats going on in my head all like pops like bubbles and sometimes thats what i need and she does it for me and thats not the only thing that she does for me she the fucking greatest she makes me fell happy and not depressed and kaila does the opiset and yeah that might be harsh but im not candy coating nothing everything is gonna be straight fowerd but ne who yeah i lve her and thats who i want well thats what i feel and nikki told me to follow your heart yeah i no nikki my twin (you really need to chill with the napolean) but yes i love her but shes not so good with the edvise this time cuz my head tells me that i have to mack everyone around me happy first then it my tearn and if i do that that will stop at kailacuz im deff not making her life better but yeah i ccant deal with all thgis shit that is going on between erica and kaila right now so im gonna listin to my sister and go with my heart by the way i love u twin ur so fucking nutty and erica is teh one that i want

now secondly school

im tierd of going there and getting bitched at all the fucking time cant they just leave me the fuck alone gosh


a-prom is gonna be kickass
so isnt friday
i hope to see u at the mall erica on wendsday

i cant write no more

o yeah world domination is gonna start very soon just plz some one jive me idea and if u do just emaila me at mr.weebler@rock.com

Current Mood: infuriated
Thursday, May 12th, 2005
7:46 pm
i heard the best thing today and it came from <3 <3 <3 erica <3 <3 3

Chicken in the morning chicken in the evening chick at suppertime when you're living like a black man you can eat chicken ANYTIME!

isnt that th fucking greatist thing ever


and also when i was at the park it was me jessica kaila and kayla joey and rodger kayla and jess were just like playing around and kayla went to go and flip jess and they both fell adn jess landed on her head and she had grass satins everywere and i guess that jess and joey go out now yay good for them see i tlod u jess there is a guy out there for you that i dont hate hee hee hee

ne who i am going to canada yay hey thats were avril is from


well love you all
world domination is not in proces cuz no one will give me no help


mr.weebler is out

peace

Current Mood: accomplished
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
9:34 pm

hey guys how is everyone i hope your all good im not so good over hear but im used to that and i will try to live with that like i ahve been for the past couple of years

 

im so confused again im haveing the wrong felings and i dont know what to do with them and its  gonnna come back back aand harm me and i dont want that to happen again im so fucking confusded i nned someo knowlage who nows exacly what im talking about and im sry but i allso need someone who is gonna be ne with good enoughand who will be on my side

 

ok on another note im kinda good im in love and i  like a lot and i cant live with that and i really dont want to lose ne one and i dont know what to do

well love u all

 

need help for my hole world domination thingy

 

 

mr.weebler

 

 



Current Mood: contemplative
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